I had to address the States, so i've forgotten about enemies in Canada.

That is, if the hospital staff is misleading or contradicted their previous response,

it will need to be taken care of. But I can't do this when i'm in the blind.

So I will see to this later on.

 

Now is not the time.

 

Seems like weird relays going on justifying their actions.

Bottom line, they had no excuses, and cornered us. Without a choice.

When they should have been there for the best interest of the patient and the family.

Instead catering to their own values.

 

On stating I need help with my mom's cryonization.

"Only if she's donating organs" "Only if" was muttered by that old head nurse.

A force.

And after a long discussion about validity of cryonics, which should never have been

a topic to engage in as conflict, as it was right in our interest,

it was met with "well, we won't help you." Up on me, unable to retaliate, (haven't slept in days) and spoke "I need this!" in frustration to their on-going 'intellectual' beliefs.

To assert one belief over another.

And finally, knowing that we had NO TIME. That the hospital by policy has to remove

the life support. They gave us no time at all. It was interval of few hours.

It was a miracle I found Tony and he stepped in. And had to convince the nurses to even let us in.

So these people.  

 

I am not explaining as clearly as I have before, those statements must be revived if these

people are refuting what they've done.

Again, the staff is there to cater for the best

interest of the patient and the family. These people were callous assholes.

 

 

If all that was discussed on how time sensitive it was,

and yet they abandoned us, stating they have to remove the life support, as she is clinically dead.

Was to abandon us, not giving us a chance for cryonics AT ALL.

Deliberately to deter me from cryonizing my mom because they were AGAINST IT.

I haven't slept and I can't remember the past well at the moment.

But my previous statements must be brought up in clarity. If they are refuting otherwise.

On refusing help for my mom.

This also was after the doctor who never arrived after the first confirmation call, never answered back on the nurses, (1)

And the hospital's mistake on the "not working as we hoped" on the dialysis machine.  (2)

And asserting their beliefs, against us. To antagonize. Refusing to help. Even after fully

aware of what was at risk. Vitrification was needed. As they state their personal preference

to organ donation. And that is the only thing they would help on. (4)

"Well, we won't help you."  is the last thing spoken with scarred emotions.

And there it was, another death sentence, that they have to remove the life support.

As she is clinically dead. Not one day extra will be given to us to prepare, search for help.

Just that sentence given and I had to act immediately.

Within few hours everything was arranged as they are to remove the life support. (5)

 

On (5), yes, it is better for her to be cryonized immediately. Up on declared "brain dead".

But when they announced this, that they have to remove life support,

they knew I had no help at that time. During the time I was speaking to them.

It would take a miracle for us to arrange something giving us that death sentence in limited time.

What happens after they remove life support and we are not prepared? If Tony wasn't there?

 It'd be too late to act on anything. Life support was that factor we were clinging on to.

 And after all we've discussed, they knew it was a time-sensitive issue.

There is a difference between brain-dead patients with life support

and without life support. At least in the perspective of preservation.

It would have given us more time. When I spoke to Ben, Ben asked back trying to assess

the situation, "wait, she's still on life support?" (I believe, if I can remember)

And even if that weren't true by technical standards, that she'd have far more advantages

being on life support, that was my belief,

and they refuted us deliberately. Deliberately against the patient's objective to SAVE his mother.

For them, organ donation was the ONLY moral thing to do. And I was engaging in an

hopeless endeavor of which they decided FOR US.

And that is why there was no help, and left us to rot with a death sentence,

not giving a damn about the timing. And fully aware that we had no help prepared.

So these people. Callous, pompous/arrogant people, just full of themselves.

Didn't give a damn about respecting the patient and the family's belief.

And acted on their own. It is religion against religion, moral value against moral value,

I believe this is in alignment to a hate crime. Is it not?

But it will be re-addressed later on if they are refuting all this.

 

In any case, I didn't mention this to address this in the now.

This can be addressed later on.

 

Apologies to King Charles for having to read this.

Please forget about it for now, I will address it when it is time.

 

Do focus on your health, and please try to get extra help to counter the effects of

chemotherapy. Cell signaling technology to fight against it, if possible.