"Community is asking, why was this okay to do to you?"
Because you had crazed leaders, egomaniacs, lowlives, thugs, greedy fucking manipulative cunts, paving the way for exploitation and abuse. Permitting it and encouraging it.
And sheeps follow.
And sheeps, justify this in their fear.
You're not tough.
You ain't badass like you believe you are.
If you were,
you'd try to protect your own integrity before the mass.
you'd think about your family and your future.
you'd think your safety.
either you are dumb or weak, or likely both.
accept that and change.
accept that you made horrendous choices.
and come to the fact that you make it right.
be noble before you go.
wherever you are going.