nor alcohol. throughout all these years in duration.
one cannot be constantly drunk, when logical, complex arguments are being assessed and devised as manipulation/application. function in the brain falls to higher reasoning.
drunk impulse refers to primitive actions, not concatenative string of events of applied harm, while repeating sophisticated intellectual pursuits and its assessment. nor the trust in oneself fallen, respected in any sense and continuing reveals in entirety, their intent to harm.
these are all logical fallacy, false excuses. dumb fucks. and dumber for people believing in it.