i must sound like a complete fool.

idiot.

 

and in recognition of that,

i say it is mental illness.

 

if you can't control it.

then what else is my reality.

if i am haunted by revenge.

 

 

 

alright i've damaged myself enough today.

need to get back to chores.

 

of which...

i don't know if i have the energy.

should i be resting again.

 

hmph...

 

you've all made me into a cripple.

 

well done.

 

 

i need to change.

 

 

 

went into the wrong realm of my psyche.....

sigh.......

kindly see how fucked up i already was.

 

nice job in making it worse.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ms gadot.

 

i worry for your behavior.

 

it's not like you don't have the intelligence to stay away.

 

but partly is neurotic behavior and trolling.

 

so when that sets in as you age,

 

where does your personality go.

 

kind of got a glimpse of that future intuitively.

 

i could be wrong,

 

but i think there's some chaos in you.

 

..........do you like getting a rise out of people? isn't that part of what you do right now?