It was an imagination from the movie "Silence of the lambs" specifically Buffalo Bill.

Years of abuse which made him into what he is - in the movie.

Of which my mom wasn't familar with, so it was a good chance to prank her.

But I didn't say it so shockingly, just stating an mental illness of some kind.

Of which I don't have. As you can see by the search engine history on all the porn videos

(of women) of which mom didn't know how addicted I was.

I think she's seen me as this very pure/innocent person in a way,

saying something like i'm "pretty" and all that feminine insanity.

So it was a way to get back on her as well.

Mom had a weird sense of err, 'play'.

As in dressing me up like a girl as a baby and such.

As I recall, as a baby, mom was joking to me, if you keep pressing on to your penis,

with your finger, you will become a girl, (as if that was a good thing).

So I remember that, and I told her you were weird at one time as well.

To which she was surprised I remember such things.

 

and I can assure you, I have no desire to become a woman.

I love women.

And I want to violate them in a mutually agreeable way.

For both our benefit and pleasure.

I can get perverted but I restrain myself.

 

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What is that relay by the way? (Photo link)

No such thing has happened.

I was never in a church.

There'd be witnesses if there were.

 

Do not trust anything Steve says.

It's just creating stories that's never happened.

Focus on what EXISTS.

That is the emails.

 

That's how the court is done.

Not listening to some made up stories.