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Sigh....

 

Seeing Adam's relay. Sean Kernan somehow calls me the bully.

If i'm reading this correctly.

 

Just because I agreed to not get them into capital punishment,

 

does not mean he did no wrong.

 

And woth proper assessment later on, he and his friends should be

given imprisonment accordingly.

 

Something wicked and framing went on to have them thwarted off their charges,

most likely with Anna's narrative and Sean's support.

 

But this is going to be wrong.

 

 

I will wait on the reviews later on when the authorities aren't busy with more important matters.

Simply look back into my defense, their ever-changng framing since different judges,

theit chats and actions, and the relays. and why they were convicted several times earlier.

please gather those info instead listening to them.

 

 

Word of caution:

Anna is a diabolical character, and will mislead you by force.

Please use wisdom and my previous defenses of which she will hide.

The wisdom is. There is an extent to what I can possibly do as harm in this situation and distance.

And her actions are never justified.

I have written in detail about our ups and downs my mistakes and her absurd actions.

Her choices were never my fault. I rejected her a bit harshly,

that is also because she would not speak to me directly just like now.

How is one to take seriously? I believe I was thinking she's toying w/ me

in the beginning. And also my situation was bad. no hope. welfare.

she was better off with someone else even though i wanted her in a way.

This was the very very beginning. I don't think there were people

watching by the screen. Only the 4 of them in abusive communication.

Like when Anna was having sex, sean sending "do you hear a white noise?"

as a question. she went camping with her college people.

and then she got dumped. got suicidal.

i wrote her letters to save her life. it worked.

then in fear of her being suicidal, i gave it a chance with her,

until she was again going crazy w/ promiscuity and making weird edgy insinuations through instagram.

and then she slept with a chinese guy.

i reject her. i wish her the best. at this point, i know she's fine. not suicidal over loss.

she's sleeping with another guy happy.

then she hacks. revenge.

i was furious at first. contacted police here nobody helps.

my deals with adam is going well.

i decide to drop charges on all 4 of them involved.

after all, i made mistakes too verbally.

though they were the ones hardcore abusive.

 

but the point is this. give and take. we were done.

forgive and forget. right?

 

no. here they begin attacking my personal life.

it goes on. my sister. cryonics.

and they get capital punishment.

i try changing that to 10 years incarceration.

 

judges change.

they try framing me.

gets convicted.

 

judges change.

they try framing me.

gets convicted.

 

repeat, i believe.

 

until to the now.

 

and one is buying into it.

logically. i cannot do anything. i'm a faceless stranger until to the times she hacked.

and she did this by herself. her choice.

and even after dropping charges.

they did this by themselves again.

because they can't control their ego.

 

 

so whatever they say cannot be justified.

please look into it. all their cruelty.

self-justification.

the give and take was above and beyond.

it didn't make sense.

 

and if they are relentless people.

instead trying to repent for their actions,

send the blame to me for my momentary words of which i apologized.

as they justify their LETHAL HARM.

that is where you do not see conscience.

spoiled brats thinking they can do whatever they want and get away with it.

 

if they are that relentless even to the now.

maybe they shouldn't be forgiven.

no.

it is endless.

 

i will leave it to you to decide.

but you will see behind their civility,

they have a 'hunting' side that makes your hair stand up on end.

that is what they were doing.

 

i did 3 things that they disliked.

 

1. rejecting anna rather harshly when she was 17.

i can't remember what i wrote but i just snapped at her annoyed.

 

2. getting mad at sean kernan. he showed me a photo with a vietnamese

person getting shot directly in the head. i thought he was racist.

so i yelled out, i'm going to smash his legs. it was a reaction from the photo,

and i don't even know how it came to be that anymore.

but i apologized. (i think it was the overall situation, they never replying to me directly

and experimenting with passive insinuations i thought i was being toyed with.)

 

3.showing becky this bogus science paper about how human beings could be like flies.

where female carries the genome of a fly they mated with,

and that genome is passed on, even if she is impregnated by another.

it was a joke. humans arent insects. i think i apologized and was being nice afterwards.

 

*after anna had sex. i was saying i want to commit suicide at some point later if she isn't going to be w/ me or something. of which sean replied bull.

it was bull.

i recall watching or sending this anime clip "monster"

of which the males character is trans. (sean was female in his cosplay during swimming guard days, showed people photo) the character sends off this boy towards a red light district,

and he witnesses this woman having sex.) of which reminded me of sean abusively asking me, "do you hear a white noise?" when anna was having sex.

and the boy, wants to commit suicide.

i think he believed this boy was anna? instead i?

so that was my cruelty? my revenge to you all being abusive?

making me suffer waching her having sex?

no i don't think that was it. this is how i remember.

and of course, i was trying to save anna.

not to gloat at the situation.

 

 

and that is it. misunderstanding or not.

bottom line is that,

 

their actions are damaging in the tangible realm.

devastating.

 

any harm that was done to anna was by her recklessness and choice.

i was a mere stranger ticked off at her, never replying to me directly.

and getting annoyed. and thinking this is for the best also. both emotions i believe...

 

how does it justify my humiliation,

or devastation knowing my past? aiming harm at my mom.

or framing me endlessly? for my destruction by the law?

 

it doesn't. they were being evil.

this is as i am forgiving them relentlessly trying to save them by the way.

so please look into what they did.

my actions were limited. that is obvious.

 

 

 

 

 

and look at sean's earlier stages of excuses as well.

saying how he was abused by his father so that was carried to me,

or that i changed for the better because of him.

 

authoritative control and abuse.

he says it differently now i;m sure. back then excuses were different i believe.

admitting to the bullying.

 

 

the fact is that he insinuated threats before entering the cryonics facility.

about mom. fish in a briefcase travelling,

and tavelling from usa to canada, don't worry its a short trip or something like that

i can't remember if this was just after.

but these insinuations

and before as well, time to time. long before above two.

brain rotting from archealogical dig and stuff like that.

 

so it was premeditated with malice.

 

 if they say anything else,

it is framing.

 

so kindly watch out.

i made verbal errors in the beginning of which i apologized.

even dropped their charges on humiliation.

but even then.

they would not stop.

they would go on.