Coming to realize, a grown man from the 21st century

must be watching some form of adult film, or photos

to maintain his libido. My memory retention span

of remembering the shape of the female reproductive organ

is about several days. After this, I forget. I know generally,

but I can't remember enough to become stimulated.

Try as I might, I remain without proper blood flow.

It is also because I am fat.

In whichever case, I have averted watching what I was addicted to.

For the public.

And once I am free, I shall watch to my heart's content....

T_T

 

 

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4:10am...

What to do today...

Finish cleaning up my room.

Get something to eat...

What a waste of time...