I think people have a good sense of who this guy is now,

 

on Steve.

 

But to make it more clear,

 

 

the moment I met this person. As a fellow Korean,

 

of which I was glad to have met, I shared with the Library Genesis link.

 

 

Most people would figure it out immediately once told what this

link was about. To download books.

 

 

But for 6 times. It called me to help him on navigation of this,

 

even questioning one time, that if i've misled him into giving him

a link that doesn't work. That books can't be downloaded.

 

Those 6 times were an interval of 15-20 minutes? or so each.

 

I couldn't believe it. Despite me showing him how it works.

 

Maybe I deliberately didn't download and was showing him 'how'

in case of legal issues. I can't remember at this point.

But it was many times I was trying to help on the same issue.

 

 

But that is not the point.  

 

The point is, AFTER i've given this guy and finally it understood,

instead a thanks,

 

What I get from this idiot is a sudden 'smirk' or 'gloating' attitude,

 

and in a blunt tone, almost as if to 'order' me around,

 

to almost treat me as if i'm a goon below this hierchy.

 

it is telling me to get out of the room.

 

A sudden contradiction in mannerism, from being nice to 'get the fuck

out now' type of attitude.

 

the insinuation of that mannerism was so out of commonsense, and

stupid offending,

 

I went out of the room fucking YELLING in rage.

 

I wanted to punch the fucking door as I went out.

 

 

This is the first time I met this guy, and for 2 years or so,

I never spoke to him until I eased down, exchanging acknowledgement

now and then.

 

In my mind, I must have reasoned with myself that it may have

been an misunderstanding.

 

But when I moved downstairs, I realized this politeness was

something fake. It was by default, an incredibly invasive sociopath.

 

No, it did not do something that blunt again, it was afraid.

 

It knew I can get mad.

 

But in speak, trying to make agreements you know it deviates.

 

As you can see from my emails. It always has an intent behind it.

 

Like asking the origins of the ideas.

 

 

I had feared him as well. Not of him, not by physical subjugation.

 

But because this person was so deceptive. So deviating.

 

There were moments I had feared we could get into a big fight.

 

But give or take, we reconciled. And ended in civility.

 

I retracted my offers in giving him financial assistance of any form.

 

As I knew then as well, what kind of mind this guy has.

 

Sadistic, to default. And backstabbing if given the chance.

 

 

 

So all that it's aiming for. It began from hatred.

 

 

But. BUT. Understand that, this hostility does not go in-line to

what has happened.

 

We ended in civility. Within reason.

 

Give or take, it is in the realm of, criticizing my vengeful but fair

nature. Or that i'm prone to retaliation, and I don't let go. Until

I myself make it fair.

 

Why I went there to the house he moved out to, which is about literally

30 meters away where I can see, and while he was moving in,

when his MOTHER was standing in front of the door, I politely asked

if I can talk to Steve,

 

and he came out of the house, and I retracted on that 3k. Even though

a small amount, he deliberately left the dishes filthy as a way to

insult. As it says it is giving me the dishes. So I went there and

made it fair. As with the 20k prior to this, as retaliation to backstabbing me constantly.

 

Noticing my antagonizing attitude, as I walked away after that,

the mother was yelling in a very unpleasant tone, "muh-ya?" in Korean,

which means basically, "what the hell?" (She had no idea what was happening)

 

So it was something that did not end in good terms.

 

 

However. To have moved out of that house after a month or so. When he just moved in.

I believe he was in the channel then, and I started noticing this.

 

It planned out a impossible vengeance. And aimed at theft of prizes worth billions of dollars.

 

Then in its delusion, believing what I am. During THEFT, it followed me on to Walmart.

Believing I wouldn't do anything about it.

 

That prejudice, and bias. These gay related slurs, that is his belief. It is real to him. It *believes in it.

 

And it persists to this day.

 

 

So what i'm trying to say is that. This person is an impossibly, evil individual.

 

It can fall into its own delusions, and there are no way of reason or civility one can discuss,

 

in order to come to terms with it. Communication is impossible, and in its mind, there is only

 

forceful prejudice, bias, and exploitation of that. And this is the type of attitude I had feared

 

in him as well, the moment I met this person. It can get into a BIG FIGHT. Because it is out of

 

commonsense. This exploitation. This system of subjugation, predatory behavior based on who is weak and stronger,

 

it made up in its mind. It is something out of a gang-related hierchy.

 

Other than that, as you can see, it exaggerates things into its own advantage. Making things look in certain way,

 

and creating doubts in the public. And this is coming from impossible judgement of my own identity.

 

 

Even between enemies, there is a certain line that is drawn. If a person swears at you, you swear back.

 

But if you pull out a gun because of that. Does that make sense? This Steve had NO LIMITER. At all.

 

And in its mind, it believes that it has the right to exploit the situation. Since the beginnning.

 

 

As I am writing. You must realize that any of what he's done on that channel. In the mass public,

 

it is not in alignment of hostility. Of fair give and take.

 

It was IMPOSSIBLE hostility, that was brought out by this person. Whatever was dwelling in HIM.

 

 

And that kind of evil. Something this relentless. Something that is trying to destroy my life

 

at every chance it gets. Something that contradicts itself, saying one thing over another.

 

But the ultimate aim is just simply destruction on my life.

 

 

This I cannot allow it to continue.

 

I have given it more than enough chances.