another thing about web-related ideas is that,

once i come up with, release it.

then development can begin by many.

then we'd have to sue them.

although yes, one would need money to back it up in the first place.

 

how i feel right now. as i have been for quite a while now.

 

neglected. abandoned. demanded. used.

there is no fair exchange.

it's just your observation.

 

what am in this for? what can i trust at this point?

what is this? just staring at the screen and trusting relayed text and thumbnails from youtube?

ask for help and enter a psych ward?

 

what are you doing to me. all of you?

 

this is insane.

 

for you, it's real.

 

for me, it's not.

 

it's all virtual and there is no tangibility to any of this.

 

not to mention that there is no end.

 

no support even if i do well. you just demand more and more.

 

while i believe many others have already been supported.

 

what is this?

 

on top it, there is mistreatment, harassment, abuse.

 

so what the hell am i in this for?