and judging by the relays, did they say theyve been waiting a year

for me to lose weight for an debut?

if so. another selfish vanity without thinking about my situation

and forcing it on me.

 

this situation is prone to keeping someone locked in a certain lifestyle, glued to the screen,

spending time because of the misleads unable for me to progress with daily tasks,

of which i've been complaining about over and over that it affects my time and energy.

not to mention the communication itself is through damn metaphors, it takes time

for me to get it. if at all.

 

they are forcing reasons in their vanity. no excuses.

 

as  they see someone humiliated they observed and laughed without providing adequate

protection. i see them terribly controlling people, even their excuses are vain.