so Wongi appears to be talking about his hands.

 

of which I found peculiar and spoke to my sister about it.

 

I did not say so in a discriminating way.

 

I thought *his fingers were kinda stubby looking, short at the time.

 

Guess he was growing.

 

Give and take, I always thought he was the better looking one.

 

*Traits could be less, or more in comparison. But I never deviated

 

from equality. If my sister said it to burn bridges, as she

 

has many times. Then that is her intent.

 

 

However, Wongi still should have replied. Then confirmed himself

 

if that was a misunderstanding.

 

I never would have contacted myself over and over again,

 

had I any ill-intent towards him.

 

 

So no. If it was between formative years you've done this,

 

I would understand. But it wasn't.

 

I had naturally thought, our connection would be deeper than that.

 

The 3 or so times i've tried no response.

 

And just as I thought we silently reconciled in 2010,

 

no emails, after mom's death. The whole family alienating me.

 

Even as I send them emails. Uncle actually blaming me.

 

 

Now all of you, even Mark, you go back and forth in blaming me.

 

Contradicting yourselves. You aim for power, reason for that success

 

by convincing the public.

 

 

In case with Mark, I have no idea what to say but to send my condolences.

 

But to blame me. When again, it was Eileen who prompted me to speak out.

 

All of you antagonizing me, trying to incarcerate me as well,

 

and I was forced to share the history, where it began, where I was

 

psychologically.

 

 

Reality. You've done wrong.

 

And there are no excuses for it.

 

 

Again, I refute bestowing any power over to my extended family.

 

The only thing I agreed was investment from the investors,

 

should the *children have the ability and ideas for it.

 

 

But they forfeited when they deliberately overlapped on my work,

name-calling, harassment, accusations followed, with Eileen on front.

 

Playing 'dirty' isn't part of it. Creating a scapegoat,

 

when you've done wrong. Isn't it. That never was family.

 

 

 

 

So I keep seeing King Charles connecting to them.

 

Whether that is a mislead or the truth at this point I do not know.

 

 

But I will be glad to forfeit at our disagreement of respect.

 

And what we hold as value.

 

 

On the opposite end of this, you will have my loyalty.

 

But you do not intervene in my life this way, believing you know better.

 

 

I apologize for my strong words.