Starting off today, (waking up at 5pm or so)

 

Bought some meat, and steak knives (for the meat I would be buying this month)

along with a jabsaw. Which is for the wall i've punched i'm going to try and fix.

 

 

 

Note both these items is not for any thoughts of violence.

 

 

 

 

However, as I have mentioned many times, David's attitude and actions does worry me.

 

As it is unreasonable, and extremely stubborn.

 

 

 

First, note that I am obligated to speak out when there is harassment, bullying of any sort.

 

I will not mislead and say occurances that isn't there.

 

 

 

This is in my defense,  it is merely an REACTION to what is happening.

 

 

 

 

And what I do not understand about David, is that all this repeats.

 

It is completely unnecessary. He has a choice to simply not be involved.

 

 

 

But he chooses to continue checking in on the channel,

 

and insinuate his opinions and expressions in a harmful way, offline.

 

 

 

Despite my requests to stop.

 

 

And if he's getting in trouble over this, I really have nothing more to say about that.

 

Definition of irrational passion is doing something over and over again that doesn't work to their favor.

 

 

 

 

I can't fight against inrrationality. Only state what I am observing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is part of the reason why, setting someone on highest of the highs in terms of prospects,

 

only to provide lowest of the lows in terms of protection. Deliberately not making any contact, and leaving the person exposed in the open like this,

 

and worse, DELIBERATELY bringing people in there, to the channel. Every person I meet.

 

 

 

 

There are all kinds of people. You do not know the outcome. You can only gamble. Take a chance, at my expense.

 

Which was what was done here, in many ways.

 

 

 

 

So. it's like this.

 

 

I will simply mind my own business. If David continues any form of abuse, I will state this as I observe, and as I think what they are.

 

If it's a misunderstanding it is. If it's not, if it's obvious, that also is.

 

Either way, I would advise David to express himself on the channel. Not offline. What am I doing to you offline? Nothing. Or Online. I am writing as reaction.

 

 

 

As for the authorities, I believe they are sorting everything out now.

 

However, your support or compensations, is not only for my 'conveninence'.

 

 

 

But you must understand, it is also for my 'safety'.

 

 

Not only physical, but psychological as well.

 

 

 

You do not know the depths of hostility, for some.

 

And how they bring this up in themselves.

 

It is usually about ego, combined with self-reasoned passion, AKA insanity.

 

 

 

Not saying that David is. But nobody knows about anyone.

 

They only assume and act on it, instead taking precautions.

 

 

 

So people. Please do understand what complications you set me into.