Now people.

 

Everyone.

 

 

Right now, and I have been for quite a while now,

 

 

I feel this.... feeling of 'madness' surrouning my brain.

 

I can't quite put it.

 

 

Not just a 'feeling' but I can sense something is going on in there.

 

Maybe a biochemical imbalance, maybe my wiring has gone wrong over time.

 

 

It feels like, anxiety taking over.

 

It feels like, I am losing my mind at times.

 

 

 

 

And so. I need to find my pace.

 

 

Relax.  Somehow.

 

 

 

 

 

Please don't get the wrong idea because I joke around,

 

my previous statements on finding independence on my own,

 

is not serious. It is.

 

 

 

I joke around to ease my own mind.

 

 

 

Without joking, I think the only cure is money unfortunately.

 

Privacy, then a chance to see new things. Change my imbalance in the brain.