reading feifei's relay,

 

on not accepting a "adult baby" by eileen,

 

if she's relaying to insinuate eileen is

 

blaming me for not providing.

 

 

i never said i blame them for not providing anything.

 

 

 

their sin, is in alienation,

 

nihilism in case with eileen,

 

if not judgement and prejudice based on pride,

 

further disruption and wishing harm on myself by competitive behavior,

 

 

if not a certain contempt and discrimination that went along

between themselves as dialogue.

 

 

nothing to do with financially providing.

 

that money was enough. of which i hope to return it.

 

 

 

 

their sin is more in line of abusive behavior and callousness.

 

they alienated me then. why do they appear now,

 

and how did they appear there doing what?

 

aiming at my destruction? wishing harm?

 

competition, insulting me in the public?

 

mocking me?

 

 

think about that.