Mr Musk,

 

I'm sorry to let out all this emotions on you.

 

I know you are someone who is oblivious to these things.

 

 

But my emotions and reasoning is

 

something that has been distorted, twisted me to the core,

 

driven to the point of madness.

 

 

Something that I tried to forgive and forget

a ten thousand, twenty thousand times.

 

But I can't.

 

 

Not because I don't have a heart.

 

 

Because what they did is so impossibly

 

alienating, violating.

 

 

I was supposedly a nephew.

 

 

Not about money.

 

About the heart,

 

and when no heart was given,

 

when my mom died.

 

 

 

they tried destroying me?

 

As a group project?

 

in the channel?!

 

 

My only chance of success to my wretched life?

 

 

 

Do you have any idea what kind of people they are?

 

 

 

It's only Wongi's family that I supported,

 

because Wongi's dad has at least concience for mom.

 

And he sees me, at least a bit as a legacy of my mother.

 

So his older sister.

 

 

But even he, he is part of that world.

 

He would forgive what the rest of them did to me and my mother.

 

 

FOr them it's something to let go instantly, they go on with

their lives.

 

For me, I am scarred for life.

 

 

It's NOT because i'm sensitive.

 

 

It's because what they did was so impossibly wrong

 

invasive, and yet they have no recollection or understanding

of that concept.

 

 

 

Ok. I've had enough of myself. I'm going to stop writing.

 

 

But you must understand the idea.

 

 

I believe you were there when it was happening.