The thing is,

 

everyone put me in this situation to be targeted,

 

made me into a topic to exploit,

 

by many.

 

 

Made my life into a living hell.

 

 

And expect me to be productive.

 

 

 

Just keep watching, observing.

 

 

 

Somekind of sadists all of you.

 

 

And either I become something like a sado-masochist?

 

 

Enjoy the pain or else, I can't survive it.

 

 

This is what you force me into.

 

 

 

Wake up. Please.