I think at this point,

 

I need to be in a psychiatric hospital of some kind,

 

getting therapy.

 

 

And sadly, I am not exaggerating on this.

 

 

I need help.

 

 

Though I speak with reason,

 

my emotional state is abnormal.

 

 

Too much chaos from all directions.

 

 

I don't know if there is a breaking point.

 

But I am certainly not going the opposite direction to that.

 

 

Please stop toying with my life.

 

Let me be at peace.