Another relay I read,

from Viktor,

 

saying something about "treason."

 

 

Hahaha.

 

 

To be fair, I stated U.N and I.C.C be involved on

violating my human rights.

 

And people relayed that you were working with USA

to keep me monitored and be on public displays,

even making jokes as you observe them.

 

 

That was very wrong.

 

It was invasive on my personal integrity.

 

 

And I, as a person who has social anxiety.

If I were to take on the throne,

with all this defamation and video recordings,

I would not be able to sustain myself with all the judgements.

 

 

The correct path was to minimize the damage as much as possible,

as fast as possible.

 

For what is highly a social role, why wasn't my damage

minimized but rather encouraged.

 

This is why I felt betrayed.

 

 

 

I apologize for mentioning leaving the country and stating those people who are in charge,

would not accept this, and the taxes would be not paid as a result.

 

Those words are mere my imagination.

 

It is said in hatred, as I believed you let go of my attackers.

 

If I know anything about the law, would I be tempting my own fate?

 

I said so out of anger. I apologize.

 

 

You do not say something then carry it to reality, when someone can obviously do something about it.

 

I say so, in order for you to not allow further abuse. That was all.

 

 

 

Please get the word "treason" out of it.

 

I pledge my loyalty to the Queen before,

 

and I will pay my taxes.

 

 

 

But as for the throne.

 

No, I don't believe I can work with you.

 

I retract my statement on trying to control me.

 

You have your political reasons on why this monitoring is going on.

 

It is perhaps better to collaborate with the enemies, in order to come to a deal.

 

Instead fighting them.

 

I would not know. From my perspective, everyone looks like they are attacking me for fun.

 

 

 

Whichever the case, my apologies for the insults.

 

 

 

 

I separate myself from your family because of my shortcomings.

 

Coming to realize, I cannot handle this social pressure.

 

I am susceptible to mental illness, anxiety, to the point

 

where I cannot function.

 

It is also correct, as I have mentioned several times,

 

Prince William or Princess Kate take on the throne.

 

This a role meant for people who were prepared for it all their lives.

 

Not a random person with some flair in creativity.

 

There are psychological factors involved in this.

 

It takes a highly trained mind.

 

Not someone who, as you can see, can crumble at a whim.

 

I had thought earlier, I would be swift away to victory,

 

and be free from all this. Had I accepted the role,

 

and be trained and prepared. Minimized of damage.

 

But. I did not expect my own limitations.