I am curious. And feeling very much betrayed at the same time.

 

The thing is that the Royal family appears to be

collaborating with the USA on this monitoring,

and further, treating me/leaving me as a 'ghost'.

 

I could have been contacted, and located to a safer

location. Away from abuse, stripped of my basic human rights.

 

Further, I asked compensation to the damages from the attackers.

It appears some of this is being stalled.

 

I don't appreciate being taken for granted.

 

I don't appreciate abuse.

 

I don't appreciate unnecessary suffering for your

personal values or amusement.

 

Not a special treatment I ask for,

but a treatment in correct response to what is

happening. The abuse.

 

I have already mentioned I am a target online and offline.

My prospects, people relate to themselves personally,

and treat me according to what they see. Emotionally

connecting to themselves and I am affected by it.

 

So unless there is something done now.

 

And I mean NOW.

 

In all fairness, I will consider this as a mock and betrayal.

 

 

Whatever you are thinking,

whether it be good intention or bad,

or perceived as good on your end,

 

do understand that this is not being communicated to me directly,

and I am to understand exactly based on my own experience.

 

No more than this.

 

What you may think is for the 'greater good', is always at my sacrifice.

 

and frankly, this, I am being treated as a child and mockery.

 

Nothing in this situation is 'funny'.

 

You may joke to yourself, and keep this going as-is.

 

But everyday I am in this. I count my suffering in comparison to what you can do, and should have done to get me out of it.

 

 

I don't care about the throne. It is simply more responsibility.

 

What I do care about the treatment of the person who is supposedly to have had this responsibility in prospect.

 

When he is monitored, in public display to be mocked, in recording, on camera, where he sleeps, LIVE on the net.

 

Among many other breaches made by the attackers themselves,

 

and you allow this. You collaborate on this.

 

You even use this situation to 'test' someone by cornering, deliberately setting him on edge.

 

 

 

And you expect me to take on this responsibility, as you make a mock out of me?

 

 

 

There is no 'deal' in this.

 

There is no sanity in this.

 

 

You don't even know me and yet, you create all these values. You tolerate within yourselves that this is okay.

 

And that is at my expense, those are your values.

 

 

So exactly what am I suppose to be doing?

 

When I feel enslaved by the choices of both nations?

 

 

Should I just be, 'taking' it?