Oh, and before I forget:

 

The moment I went into the room where my mother was at,

WITH Tony (the funeral director who helped me out)

 

one of the two nurses said,

 

"so you are trying to fulfill her wish to be cryonized" (something along this line)

 

showing me an type of acceptance over her prior prejudice/antagonization by

whomever's command.

 

 

The fact that I wasn't allowed in, despite knocking and talking by the closed door.

 

I was refused, then kept silent as I was knocking again and again.

 

 

No. It wasn't about protocol.

 

Not about getting ready for anything.

 

 

Tony had to convince these people. Tony had to deal with these people and explain my situation.

 

 

 

So prior to this. What were they thinking.

 

Prior to this, what were their orders?!