When by the misleads, I thought it commited suicide.

 

My mind opened up. I was free. I felt a sense of peace

and I could focus.

 

 

It is alive, and well. Masquerading itself as the protector.

This was a fucker with uncontrollable hatred, in it with my sister.

 

At times it showed. Passively.

 

The treadmill, misled me to lift the portion that bent and I was screaming,

and it callously just looked, expected.

 

Passive aggression, calling me names, swearing in discriminating way,

saying he knows a cousin/someone that is like a parasite,

living off his siblings or something like that, and he sweared,

calling him, in the closest translation, 'moronic-cripple'

or, "byungshin" in front of my mom. Talking to mom passive aggressively.

 

they blamed mom for their initial failures in restaurant i believe.

mom was trying to help. mom told me, that when she told him not

to spray so much oil/sauce on the dish, out of hatred, he squeezed

on the bottle even more. and mom was silent noticing the hostility.

 

 

these things. then only led to, the finale of that pant up emotion

in the car. it told me what it was thinking. until then,

 

it used my mentally unstable sister as a front, and went on with the abuse,

supporting her.

 

you must understand where this thing is coming from.

there are many occasions i've seen a glimpse of absolute hatred.

 

so what has happened. did they poison me?

my mother?! my sick mother? T_T...............

 

 

This fucker, he belongs in jail until it dies.