If there is hatred, anger, violence in me.

 

That is because of them. My sister and her husband.

 

They have systematically tortured me for 9 consecutive years,

when I was sufferingn from social phobia, unable to get out of my apartment,

depending on mother for sustenance. I did not meet anyone, obese, feared

of being judged.

 

The things they did during those times were inhuman.

 

 

One instance, my sister told my mom that,

she is noticing that I am being driven by anger, (because of her)

that i am changing.

and that, she was saying this as she grinned,

that as if this was her plan.

 

my mother has told me, repeateadly,

gave me the advice that if I fight her,

(metaphysically) then she wins.

That you give into anger, she wins.

That if you change because of her, she wins.

 

Because that is what she aims.

 

 

The husband, GLOATED at my mom's DEATH in the fucking car!!!! T_T!!!!!!!!!!

DO you understand me!!!!!

 

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!

 

 

 

I won't let go!!!!!

 

 

 

He said, MY MOTHER DESERVED HER DEATH!!!! (That he knew this was coming,

as he grinned and happy, telling me what she did wrong throughout the years,

to my sister. He said much about father as well.)

 

 

HE SAID, THAT MY SISTER HAD THE RIGHT TO ABUSE HER!!!!

(When I told him that he needs to not support her in her abuse)

As I asked him back (twice),

 

so you think she had the right to abuse us?

He replies, Yeah!

 

So she had every right?

YEAH!!!

 

Close to these lines. I can't remember the exact questions.

 

 

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So in that, I knew he was completely --- supporting her wrong.

And I know my sister's insane so, what did they do together?

 

And if this poisoning in my food was in the chat,

then what followed?

 

These are evil, evil people.

 

Make no mistake about this.

 

 

 

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I AM DRIVEN INSANE!!!!!

 

 

 

 

I can't talk about this now.

 

I will lose my sanity.

 

 

 

I can't talk about this now.