rest assured, my sister and her husband were the relentless abusers,

and if i ever got mad, i yelled, and that is the reaction of that

abuse. and then, it would happen all over again, because they

refuse to admit their wrong. always enables, initiates, draws

madness in you in purpose, to disrupt, to mess up your self-development.

burning bridges by torturing you. and the essential reason for that

initiation? my EXISTENCE. I don't do anything, i want to avoid them,

(it's in the 'reconciliation email, she says something about

me avoiding them) and they reasoned with themselves that it's OKAY.

they bring out the past, long past, (teenage years, childhood years) and turn that

around as my fault as well, and that was the reason, revenge ---

for all those years, it was a grudge, but the nature of it is this,

that my birth took the attention and love from from my parents.

later, from my mom. and me rising in any possible way, was not to be permitted in their

minds. even entering college for instance. there was always something.

even the reconciliation email, it goes toward trying to disturb me again,

and that is why end it. i thought at least, she changed a bit.

 

and you can see what happened next after these emails,

she came up on the channel and started attacking me.

 

her intent as i describe is absolute, there is no conscience,

there is no fair play. there is no integrity.

 

and i can only imagine what they've done.

 

there is no excuse for what they are.

 

understand that my madness, my anger, my hostile imagination is but a REACTION to that speculation,

which is rightfully justified after all they've done.