note that Adam, he can destroy my computer at any time.

 

if say i work on something for months,

 

he'd be willing (and has already messed around with my O/S

I believe in destructive ways) to destroy it in an instant.

 

and that is the goal with these people,

 

to seemingly make things look like a 'prank'

while delivering all means of harm at every angle.

 

if something bad happens,

no big deal to them.

 

but i may lose something i've worked on for a very long time,

or create more foes/adversaries due to Adam's introduction.

Or the humiliation Adam attempted on me himself.

the psychological abuse.

 

understand that all this was a violation of human rights.

it was highest of abuse, that just kept growing.

 

there was no sense of fair play, no integrity.

just so to keep the money in the country,

every means of lowest of attacks,

to keep me from proceeding.

 

Adam I believe, believe himself to be a 'hero',

or was treated as one, instead facing the initial crimes

he started alongside Anna. they aimed to turned the table

diluting his crimes with 'helping' the authorities.

it appears this is the path that was made,

 

and if it was, I believe that there was serious corruption,

dangerous intent, foul play at work.

 

I just hope the current authorities who are judging all this,

looks into what horrors I had to endure.

 

all this was not political, but personalized attacks.

 

i am someone helpless, powerless.

and i was attacked in such a way

gang members would target a family.

not business to business.

not politics to politics.

 

 

personal. criminal.

 

i just cannot fathom the evil behind all this.

 

 

even Adam's relay/share threatens with a 'rotting corpse flower'

the moment i confronted his on-going abuse again.

 

it is as if he is saying, "you take it, or else."

 

i have been in this silent undertone of creeping threats that i first thought

was exaggeration or mislead.

 

but it was personification of their will. it was targeted at me,

to destroy me. to kill me. one way or another.

 

and if i am right.

 

i cannot fathom the evil behind all this.

 

i shiver in fright, in fear.

and driven to madness and anger at the same time.

 

authorities, if there is any righteousness in you.

 

you cannot let this go.

 

 

this was criminal,

they used crime to try and change the outcome.

 

 

i could never have anticipated this from established people whom people trust.

i had thought common thugs, lowest of human beings were capable of something like this.

 

but i now recognize there are no lines drawn,

there are no rules.

 

only power that attempts to change the outcome.

 

and that,

 

that kind of evil should not be allowed to exist.

 

 

 

i live in a constant state of re-emerging fear.

i do not know what people as a group are capable of.

how they reason the unreasonable,

how before someone else's growth and power,

their reasons, however violent, however criminal,

is justified.

 

 

please do not allow continued mockery of what the nation was founded for.

 

many of my rights, as a human being. it was breached.

 

the constitution was breached.

 

it wasn't even followed as a guideline.

 

it was simply violated, and i was treated like nothing.

 

or rather, i was targeted to become nothing.

 

to be destroyed.

 

 

Adam. Is a maniac. And I say this from long observation.

 

I am not swayed by his current 'updates' of events

and sheepish 'friendly' behavior.

 

Had he chance to destroy me, he simply would.

 

And gloat.

 

 

There was much psychological harassment.

 

I am tired, I am nearly broken.

 

I am hanging by a thread.

 

Despite all the prospects,

 

and my will to continue.

 

 

To expect stability when every possible adversary exists,

targeted at me at every angle.

(And think about this deeply. Which angles.

From where any how many. Have you thought of this?)

 

To be entertained, at my expense, my suffering.

This too is insanely evil.

 

Nothing here was comical.

 

Nothing here should have been left abusive.

 

 

 

No, I have no doubt in my mind, I will get up again.

I would act as if nothing is happening,

I would act as if I notice nothing.

 

Then I must ponder,

 

What/who survives at the outcome of all this suffering?

 

And how if there is no justice,

if there is no protection,

if there is deliberate avoidance to one person who is targeted.

 

I think.

Poetry aside,

 

you drive, you corner someone into madness.

 

You watch, you do nothing.

 

You do not refine this repeating abuse.

 

Then there is evil.