this is not a joke.

 

he deliberately looks into my situation, and if i'm surviving,

he doesn't deliver the agreement which was a trade.

 

he aims to control.

harassment/abuse persists while i'm surviving.

 

my situation becomes worse,

i am at the point where i must rely on a shelter system.

 

cycle repeats.

 

if i'm living.

 

 

that's good enough.

 

 

while everything else, crumbles. i suffer.

 

he CREATES that environment.