I don't know what is going on.

 

 

If I got this wrong, I apologize.

 

 

 

But I must think the worst,

 

I must think the worst of the permutations of thoughts,

 

as that is the only way I can have a say to their

hostility.

 

 

Their actions, whatever it is.

 

 

If otherwise.

 

 

All deeds will be done,

while I do not even know if has occured.

 

While I have no defense.

 

 

And that would be their aim.

 

While I am in this, blind and unable.

 

 

Please do not allow their harm.