I was very naive to believe that it would a fair exchange,

letting out steam. But I have suggested nonetheless.

The fact that it was refused. And violence in an unfair way,

followed.... And besides all that, it should not have

gone into that realm in the first place. He should

not have challenged me for a match. After all that he did.

But to his own self-reasoning. Fair give and take

always dismissed. Always the contradiction.

Even after agreement. And the backstabbing.

 

And his hostility, intent for violence....

This may show in his dialogue he held prior with whomever.

 

 

Why he puts on a character, the moment we met,

saying he is "retarded", is like a "child",

that his IQ was in 40~50 "percentile",

that he hears voices to hurt people,

but he refuses. Moments later asking me to

help him find HSBC, etc.

 

Following these actions to 'sizing someone up'

as Joshua would put it. Erratic character.