I apologize for lashing out to Mr Musk.

 

I can no longer differentiate what is joke and what is real.

 

To me, I am trying to make sense of why he's doing this

over and over again.

 

What his ultimate motives or goal, whether hostile

or kind, I am confused.

 

The relay on the G(oo)gle Sergey person,

ending friendship due to an affair with his wife.

 

The fact that he relays this,

and commenting as a reply on Twitter that is funny.

 

 

It just shakes me to the core. It is chilling.

 

Am I dealing with a monster?

 

 

Whichever the case is, I do not know who Mr Musk is in person.

So I will not assume anything.

 

I apologize for my behavior now.

 

 

I am in a dire situation as I have mentioned before.

 

I have to spend every moment on survival,

and yet these disturbing relays are happening from Mr Musk,

 

and it is relentless, over and over again.

 

No regard to my well-being or situation indicated to me that

he is an extremely abusive person.

 

 

But I am in the distance. I do not know Mr Musk as a person.

And his actions stand from an ambiguous ground.

 

It is neither hostile nor kind.

 

So I retract my statement.

 

 

I am currently extremely stressed. Know this.

 

I have no way of knowing where I will end up.

 

I have been in this situation before.

 

But times change, and I may not be so lucky this time.

 

 

Mr Musk, I do know that, even as I request you to stop these disturbing things,

you will go at it again. So I won't bother.

 

Just know that as I am 'hurt' by your actions,

I can no longer see you in a brighter light.

 

Not in a friendly manner.

 

 

How I will interact with you, should you choose to continue your business with me,

will be strictly professional.