"He had the feeling that he was invincible" -George Lucas on coppola and megalopolos.

I don't think that is about me.

Other people actually extremely arrogant from where they are.

 

For me, ironically, I feel so helpless that I have to force myself into believing,

I am invincible. But of course it's the opposite. I am totally at the mercy of my attackers,

and I have no control over what they do as creation of some form of crime that I did not do.

And death is lurking around every corner, and...

You kind of feel like you want to welcome it, even though you didn't do anything that they would accuse you of.

At least, i'd get to see that channel and be part of the reality.

XD

 

Sad.

 

 Invincible is the man who is the situationally the weakest, but in fact, did not commit the crimes you accuse of.

So yes, in a way, I do feel invincible.

Only because I didn't do any particular wrong against the States and this competition.

I did not wrong anyone.

 

 

 

 

ROFL. That relay.

I keep cracking up from within every time I see something like that.

What anomaly did you people find to call me an actual ALIEN?

LOLOLOLOL!!!

It's  hilarious to me.

 

Kind of flattering and alarming at the same time as well.

And through all this attention I reflect on myself,

if i'm anything special and...

I can't quite put an answer to that.

 

What I did realize however is that,

I appear to be a person constantly reminding myself of pain of loss.

My mother. Apparently and...

You kind of live with that bruise and horror of what life can be.

 

And it may sound cliche but,

there really is nothing more special than,

just spending time with your loved ones.

And I don't think nobody is above that.

No matter how unique they are. XDDD

 

but tell  me honestly, that alien thing is hoax right?

XDDDDDD