Let me state my logic very clearly.

That i'm not cheap.

And this isn't about money.

Why.

 

1. If I allow Elon Musk to work with me, that is shares in Tesla and guaranteed growth.

Guaranteed money.

 

2. But I can't live with that.

It will escalate. There is something seriously wrong with this fucker,

it has no respect, it feigns it, only to violate, and abuse.

There has to be justice for what its done.

And working with it, is also declaration that its abuse was okay. It is not.

 

3. This means that I have few options.

I am essentially playing a zero sum game with my ideas and monetary compensation.

There may be none.

I may lose the chance.

I know that.

 

I may have to start over again with my attempts and with help of another engineer.

If the court does not agree to taking his building my ideas as a follow up,

to set me in torture, and dangers and wasting my time.

 

And it would mean I would lose the chance at an exchange,

and perhaps I may get to find investors later on.

Which would be ostricized from these current prospects as compared to bringing Elon Musk along.

 

But why would I sacrifice a guaranteed wealth, wealth enough to achieve my dreams?

 

Because I know that it will escalate. He has been tried and tested of his integrity and character,

through my forgiveness, civility and reason, and nothing works.

He is abusive and he must face justice.

That is it.

 

So do not test me on my intent.

I am not being cheap.

 

Rather I am taking a great risk because I have no other fucking choice.

 

I will  not compromise with evil.

 

And this Robert Greene is a fucker that interprets the situation from greater evil.

 

It justifies slavery and being wronged.

 

This person must be charged for all that he attempted.

 

Just because you got a mouth, you don't run it in that way.

 

Fucking cunt.

 

Telling me to become a sacrifice after what they've done.

 

Get the situation straight in your head you fucking cunt.

 

Sick and tired of being in this twisted hatred, enraged and angry all the time.

But what else do I got against these justification for my exploitation, subjugation?

XD

I will fight until end. Whatever that will be.

 

I feel like some kind of  fictional character from lord of the rings,

who is cused and living in hatred of humanity,

a variation of gollum character,

and enraged at the twists that people make to justify my subjugaton,

when i meant well to everyone from the bottom of my heart and tried impressing people

whom ive admired and respected.

i can only be.

and to be betrayed and ysed like this and set to dangers and torment.

 

 

It sounds a lot like Mr Schwarzenegger basically avoids all fatty meat judging by the relays.

And would prefer light meat like chicken. And approves vegetables and herbs...

Where is the joy in that.

But I get it.

I will try and watch my diet. Spent too much money on food last few months anyway...

Could've bought equipment with it.

Which changes a lot of things.

Meaning, I can't fight my primal needs. No self-control...

 

 

Well I am on my way to exercise with machines,

and delving into 'bits' realm, that is programmable bits with local language models.

Then I will aim for 'atoms' as in, tangible products from shaping raw resource, folks.

 

Thanks for helping out Mr Schwarzenegger, though I have no idea when you will flip that again...

 

 

I am not dangerous people,

I just yell out to my passion because,

what is the alternative?

realization to their ideals on my life coming true,

is my destruction.

i don't exist whether literally or with integrity of any form.

i can only be dangerous because they continue to harm.

 

and all i am doing now is to prevent escalation of any form.

detachment and fair charges, that is the answer.

i seek justice.

i must.

 

 

given the chance i will fight for peace.

if for my peers.

i do not enjoy this.

living in anger.

 

I am not suicidal, Joe Rogan.

However, it may appear i might make tremendous mistakes in my angered state,

eating myself to death getting a heart attack,

or get hit by a car distracted walking.

some form of side effects including mental and emotional may manifest at any moment.

getting in fights with strangers over nothing, entering severe depression, despair,

existential crises, who knows. then self-destruction.

which is what they hope for.

 

 

on my way to therapy....

 

 

i write as if i can hear you all,

but im probably wrong on the recent relays....

 

 

elon musk misleads and manipulates.

do not trust.

 

answer has been simple.

give up attachment to my life, stop the attacks.

but it doesn't.