not going to make anything gigantic at first try but thinking to make some filming gears and some prototypes of what i need smaller versions one day. but choosing between capacity vs immediate use. capacity = more money required so it'd be starting late but i'm focused in the bits/virtual realm than tangible anyway. so i'll decide on that as i proceed...

no worries nothing dangerous will be made.

 

 

no disrespect to MJ on that relay.

again. i have no surgeries done on my face. i am too ugly for that.

i might do a little in the future with my lips orsomething though.

but as of yet. zero.

so if there is any slander charge them.

 

"it's not my song anymore."

what the fuck is that cunt steve framing me on now?

any rapid prototyping stuff goes back many years before i ever stepped foot into that house.

making film gears was suggested by me to eugene from film school before steve. unrelated to steve. i wasn't even talking to steve during film school, or have not yet. that is why i bought the cnc machines back then with the loan and tried persuading the downstairs tenants including steve if i can use it as it is noisy upstairs. if the idea was suggested by steve, i would not be talking about the machines as if it is thefirst time i've spoken about it to him. those were the first time. filming gears idea came as we were playing in film school with moving gears, sitting down on it and was told these things are rented daily for a high price.

and robots and whichever things are my interests siince high school just realizing how it would be create things i need due to recent advancements in LLM. coding covered.

none of this has anything to do with steve.

 

i fought with steve during the times i was in film school.

i spoke to him one random day, first and the last time, and didn't speak for years. 2 years.

so it must have happened before film school.

after i atended the film school, and quit, after i decided it's not for me, and instead existed with my own interest as idea in rapid prototyping,

i used part of the loan i received for rapid protityping machines then.

steve had nothing to do wuth it. i haven't spoken to him until the machines arrived to me and prior to that we haven't spoken for 2 years after that single day of acquaintance over library genesis. i was helping him anfd the fucker suddenly became extremely rude and i went on ranting in anger. haven't spoken since until i needed the machine placed not on wooden floor of the attic and thin wall between us constantly hearing movement.

downstairs were all boys like me and solid floor so i thought i had better chance.

we randomly said hello opening up after a very long time near to that cnc bringing down date.

and from it, i got the 'courage' to go downstairs and persuade caesar and robert.

steve is not involved in my ideas or my path.

the fucker was going  for mba, a job, not business as i was later overhearing.

and anything rapid prototyping or self business is my idea of which manifested frommy marketing days with suhail, then bits and atoms with bryan bishops intro, and so forth.

steve has nothing to do with my future.

the fucker is a cunt.

confess you idiot. stop being a parasite.

 

this fucker is out to take credit on anything i speak.

what the fuck is wrong with you cunt!

speak the truth and get the fuvck out of my life!!!

 

 

current mood:

paranoid at the thought of the authorities acting like all this was a prank,

above what i endured and no one gets charged.

they will try and change perspective and make me into victim no matter what.

 

but otherwise i am stable.

always exhausted, as is my alliances i'm sure,

but marching on with plans.

 

be fair authorities.

this is no zero sum game.

i suffered a decade of dangers and decade of my life taken w/o reality that should've been mine as well.

and these people did what they can to screw me over.

don't forget the fro

 

"keep your expectectations low." kratos

well, if that is not whats happening,

i've been framed so msany times by this cunt steve,

no wonder i'm paranoid.

it just goes at it in vanity.

knowing that it can persuade the mass and install unto me an image.

it has no fucking honor.

but i do.

i wouldn't take and discredit someone.

what is theirs as intellectual anything is theirs.

but none was from steve except some dietary list of food.

fucking cunt.

 

 

the loan was small, only like 3k or something, first semester.

of which i bought cnc, 3d printer and such with it from millright.

ive yet to pay back but i will.

 

 

just give me a shot and i will uplift myself.

and by giving myself a shot i mean some equipment i need.

no idea how long this court is going to last due to insane power play and corruption,

but i will summarize everything we did through a website in detail,

ty and get in there,

and also will uplift my situation as i go.

will need some help from the Royal family.

disability and all that....

 

 

"my story, not yours." - Janet Jackson.

Oh sorry, I got confused. Nevermind.

 

 

ntrunners.