Somewhat unrelated.

Girls,

I completely understand if you have a change in heart.

I know you are exhausted.

I know you are exhausted reading my angry rants.

I know you are disappointed I have no flexibility in these matters.

 

If you leave, I understand, there is no shame in it.

 

I've become old, and I am in a position where,

apparently,

I am fighting the whole world,

and the law that is in it.

 

And these are powerful enemies.

They do not care for right and wrong,

What has been done.

All they think about is control and subjugation.

 

And... I don't know what good can come of this.

As I try to fight the law,

it appears to constantly go back to their favor,

where it should have ended long ago.

 

So.

I have a obligation to live.

I cannot think about self-harm.

If for my mother.

 

But I am not in a position to hold anyone in my life.

You can leave at will.

 

 

I need to focus on myself,

and this focus,

will be aimed at changing myself from the core.

For instance, if I lose weight, I keep it there permanently.

And acquire things worthwhile.

 

So reading from the relays you are all mad at me.

Well, understandable.

But, what else are you expecting?

 

I am fighting against monsters.

That doesn't have conscience.

And seemingly there is corruption in the law.

 

 

In any case.

I go on.

 

If you feel that you need to move on.

Let me know.