When there is something emotionally triggering, even as something small as this. (Cleaning solution) that seems to repeat itself for no reason. XD

I can waste time thinking about it.

 

And I need to block that out.

 

 

Focus on my own things.

 

Ok. Today, pick up some food.
Sell more junk...

I think I already have enough money to package and ship the 2 monitors.
But just making enough in case less.

So waiting on the final say of the person who is to buy the monitors...

And after that, if it sells,

then new opportunities will come to me. XD

 

Amazing how weak I am.

I really need to try and navigate through society for better opportunities I can access in this situation...

Very limited, when you have insomnia...

(Also I can't ride on trains everyday because of vertigo. Every 3-4 days, probably)

 

So if I am confined to my quarters. then I have to find ways online...

and by limited offline things...

 

 

 

Isn't there an Ai that once crawled onto that channel, and kept it on its residual memory?

and be able to recreate it?

or have you checked with the ISPs, exchanges in text through packets of data maybe restored?

servers itself?

 

Doesn't matter, when I am isolated from that channel and when I create a website pertaining to my ideas by memory.

Once you see the details, you will know that those details cannot be transferred to me, by the relays, unless someone has written it as theirs directly.

And you will judge that.

And see how many things i've been taken,

and that there will be witnesses to remember my ideas.

 

So I am getting to that right now.

I am trying to sell off the monitors, and buy the equipment I need,

and during begin a website.