if life just sucked.

i would try to make it better.

and only focus on that everyday.

 

but this is holding highest of hopes,

and it is unreachable, through the screen.

it is as if you are in a different dimension,

one that is separated by my suspicons and paranoia,

and my inability to reach that place...

highest of the highs

and lowest of the lows.

enduring all kinds of suffering and dangers,

and gaslit as if it were training, to let them go.

no justice,

instead i am the one suffering locked in my mind...

i hope not.

i hope i perservere.

against you the evil, the vain, the deceitful.

and through my despair.

 

 

i gotta sleep.

you are all fucking evil.

sigh...

 

 

"cloud trash talks to aerith and tifa."

did i?

accidentally.

sorry.

but i am suffering......

 

i hope i will get the honor of one day...

we are so close and trustworthy to each other that...

i will get to pick your nostrils with my finger...

but until then..

i suppose you are too good to be true....

 

 

no greater trust than to pick each other's nostrils,

and enjoying the intimate moment without laughter...

 

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unrelated.

lure me to contribute, generate ideas

and fuck me over with my own ideas.

exploit, hijack, take ownership, credit yourselves, distribute,

as i told you to take caution don't let people violate,

only investor and its team allowed,

i was ripped apart and in your laughter behind my back, backstabbing,

and then framed.

would i have generated ideas had i known what you fuckers were?

my hs 'friends' at it defending elon musk.

you fuckers are dead too.

if it is right by the law.

justify my suffering and dangers and still try to usurp my rights after what you've done.

you must be charged as you deserve.

 

 

since steve's framing, which was near to the beginning of this so-called contest,

and after steve's confession as well, as well as adam and mark,

i took caution and made sure

only "investor and his team" follows up on my work.

and i've said it so many times,

and the fucker deliberately ignored my plea elon musk -

to not let them hijack my ideas.

and it went at it dustributing my ideas to the mass.

only to further help them.

it helps e safter deletion,

but Adam sure remembers, others also remember i told the fucker to stop hijacking.

and only the "investor and the team"

so it was the fucker's control, letting it proliferate.

and then playing two face now helping me against them.

there were no rules because they enjoyed it together,

making me the fool.

 

 

elon supported them in the beginning, their effoprts to hijack,

as biden made rules skills over innnovation.

did it not.

and itself elon musk framed me.

of my own ideas as his.

starting with the spherical ship.

 

witnesses must speak out on his behavior back then.

how it was toying with me with abuse and exploitation.

please be clear about that, on elon musk.

 

he may have tried stopping them?

or distribute the rights of my ideas by himself?

allowed them to monetize and supported them over my own ideas as they enhanced it following up? tried giving credit? (witnesses should remember all those instances of exoploitation and abuse targeted at me)

if he didn't,

he sure followed up framing me himself by removing the past.