So King Charles, Queen Camilla, please talk to Chonita in case anyone here decides to give me troubles. Of which I believe was attempted before I believe.

One may think it is a joke. For me, it is incredible stress. Please understand.

I often see Addam's family with "Debbie" relays there as well talking about money and all that and blowing up the house. I know Debbie is a good person but she may like to prank or have misguided emotions who knows.

To it, if there is, please know that I am indeed the victim in this situation and I am just trying to survive. Apologies if I got these relays wrong.

 

What I will be doing with the money:

 

1. Start a website for the law. And also for my screening. That is not to mislead as a schizophreniac, but to state how I am affected and my sleep patterns cannot keep up, and I wasn't even normal before all this going to CAM-H for social anxiety, depression and insomnia.

2. I will have a local A.I machine aimed at 48-96gb vram or so, in order to create software and to further help with the law. And to learn in depth, about A.I.

3. I will have an exercise machine in the room in order to get fit. Fortify health. Much of my body has been affected due to many years of this, my attention focused on the screen. It has been detrimental in both mind and the body.

4. I will have rapid prototyping machines. Table top. This is to hopefully acquire some skills to start a business and to experiment with machining. Bringing my interests to life.

That is it.

 

So after many years, I am trying to turn myself around.

I have organized my room, and I am ready to change.

Please do not give me troubles out of jealousy or misguided hostility or nothing like that.

Of which I see in people very often.

It entirely reflects on yourselves.

I am truly but a mirror that reflects your image through your actions.

For I am not associated with you in this.

Please understand.

 

 

"I am trying to free your mind."

As for that Morpheus relay.

I told you, if you are trying to install unto me a lesson in life,

in order to wake me into something.

You are very wrong.

First of all, that is psychological abuse to someone who is already suffering.

Secondly, you entrap me to that distraction, when I am only trying to move forward if otherwise.

Do you understand this?

You waste my time and my spirit, and my life.

STOP. Don't be an idiot.

There is nothing to learn, and to learn, I will learn with my reality intact.

Not to be given or created by you.

 

 

King Charles, as you can see, I am trying to move forward in life.

The only thing that stops me or deters from doing so,

is OTHER PEOPLE.

And when you even get the slightest of clues as to that,

you must help me and protect me from these potential dangers.

You must understand, in all your years,

good intent or bad, or 'fair' intent, (or disguised as fair) it is always other people who gets in your way.

And people are not simple. They always have a higher alterior motive behind their actions of which they do not admit.

Often that is guided by their ego.

Kindly protect me from that.