Whoever is listening. Above them.

Who stays neutral and judges all wrong.

 

The more the serious topic they gaslit me with,

the more they are guilty of psychological abuse and devastation.

 

I am already tortured.

I am in public display 24/7 even in my private moments without dignity.

My sight is severed from their accusations,

and I am driven by fear and paranoia everyday.

 

And they enjoy this, they amplify this situation in their leisure.

They need to be charged.

There are no justification to this.

They will make up reasons.

 

But I am fine if you speak to me honestly, and respecting my rights,

in civility.

If even by the relays.

 

But to torture me. And finding it fun.

Every mislead, knowing that I would take it seriously.

They torture me.

They torture me.

 

 

 

"God know you are tired."

It is not just about my drained spirit.

It is that their cruelty never ceases.

That they do not have capacity for empathy.

They know I am driven, tortured, and in fear of their attacks.

But they go on.

Everyday is a nightmare for me.

But they go on, enjoying themselves.

They must be charged.

Please understand, there has to be justice.

 

Don't twist this around to my being weary.

Do you understand 'god'?

They are abusive, and this is psychological torture.

This has went on for a very very long time.

And you let it.

 

You better compensate for that.

They must be charged if you weren't part of it.

 

There is no respect.

I am a fucking toy.

And they know it.

I have grown hatred and anger.

And to have suffered daily.

Fighting back.

As they laugh and laugh and laugh.

And try torturing me once more.

It doesn't end.

As my life is passing by.

As I live a NIGHTMARE.

And you let that go.

YOU LET THAT GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

Show me things as they are.

And the cunts who misled my reality,

and found it entertaining,

as they tortured me and said it is necessary.

Kill them.

Or give them adequate punishment

for inducing my suffering.

I am already vulnerable.

And exploited my life,

and tortured my mind.

And I am driven insane.

I need help.

I need help.

Emotionally. Mentally.

And they enjoy more of my suffering.

They create my suffering.

And you are letting it.

There has to be justice.

I need to kill them.

The fucking cunts.

You need your throats cut open.

 

Do it by the fucking law.

I am fucking going insane.

Give them proper punishment.

They don't get away with this.

THEY DON'T GET AWAY WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

If you 'god' at top.

Have any sympathy for me.

Give me a chance for a moment's fucking peace.

Instead fucking driven by anger, hatred, fear of being framed, loss of everything, even my mother.

You punish them.

You hear me?

You punish them.

Look what they have done to me.

Look at my years taken.

I am nothing but a paranoid middle aged man at the mercy of  your fate assigned to me

without power of my own.

 

Punish them.

These are monstrous things.

Without conscience.

 

This is not theatrics.

This is my reality.

Please understand.

 

 

 

 

They need to be charged.

Nothing here is a prank.

I am affected.

I am tortured.

This is what has transpired for years after years.

And I am driven insane,

and these fuckers they enjoy the process of gaslighting and torturing my mind.

 

They must be charged.