If you are attacking me thinking I am evil, because of the girls.

Understand that I am ready to let go of them at any time.

And that is also what I 'expect' as to life progressing and I am stuck here.

Showing unattactive qualities such as my anger as reaction,

and obesity, lack of skillsets, etc.

And I have no doubt in my mind, their perspective will change.

If you are demonizing me in your head. Do not.

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I have never held them *(chained to me, to intertwine my life with them) (it sounds something physical here folks not what i mean) or had them binded to my life.

It was always their choice.

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I do not know why your hostility exists.

Money and credit is the evil.

But I didn't know so many would be susceptible to it.

 

I am not.

 

I am not swayed so much by these things, to try wronging or destroying someone else's life.

 

It sounds like watching from resident evil relays, you've become someone very educated. PhD or something like that.

 

You do not use that education against your childhood friend.

 

But why would I say this to someone who apparently conjured an incessant willpower, that is obviously part of your goals in life for academic credit?

 

Whatever you are, this is not the place you apply.

 

You wrong me.  I am the person you do not wrong.

 

I suggest you confess. FULLY.