"You get what you give."

 

If you mean that on the extended family.

I have never given them harm.

 

In fact, the opposite.

 

Disagreeing to my suicide,

and certainly reverse psychology factor isn't present as they were comtemplating in agreement,

 

was a human obligation. Moral obligation.

Beyond any family ties.

 

As  has what Ben Best tried to thwart me on.

 

Even a passing acquaintance, was more human than my extended family.

 

So you people, you the court, don't give me insane excuses for what is

insane callousness.