some gay relays are coming up by elon musk,

but i will answer these questions excluding the gayness of it.

 

so the question here reads:

 

"you want me or my money.

you love me or my lifestyle.

please tell me the truth."

 

yes yes extremely gay.

 

to answer the question plainly ignoring the gayness of it.
first it was respect and admiration for your status.
and 1 billion dollar per idea was my ticket to freedom.
and achieving my goals and dreams.

 

second phase was recognizing you as a mischievous,

annoying person. and optimistic yet reckless, and slowly coming to realize,
your intellect may not be as strong as i once thought.
but i kept my respect, and worked with you even as you pissed me off with the relays,
torturing my mind everytime i come up with an idea. i got mad, you were immune to that anger, i apologized and worked again endlessly even as i was fighting allegations/attacks.

third phase is recognizing that you are not only a deeply flawed character in life,

but narssicisstic to the point where everything you are doing and done as cruelty, torment, dangers, exploitation, devastation is justified, alongside gaslighting anything anyone with
perspective assigning to your preference and goals is self-justified.

but wholly aware of my dangers by your rules of asserting and initiating zero sum games.

i see you now, i don't see money, i don't see a reasonable person.

i see danger. i see an unending abuser in diabolical ways...

 

 

so what are you thinking?

why are you changing this into some weird perspective again?

i say things like it is.

i don't plan things out.

i only react.

you people make me look like some mastermind,

but i am only responding day by day,

whatever i am recognizing.

do realize i have tried to save you, and others.

whom i thought deserved second chances.

frankly, i no longer think you do.

i think you are so evil that you dont even recognize that evil in yourself.

fell into your own arrogance/complacency/ego/id/primal desires without empathy,
whatever to call it.

so stop trying to make me into the blame for your deeds.

nobody told you to do these things but you to yourself. by yourself.

and i have been the immaculate victim, the fool who did not recognize i am being ripped off.

 

and lynched, destroyed.

 

 

안성기 배우분이 떠나셨네요...

어릴때 (아이 였을때) "고래사냥" 보고, 생닭 먹는 장면을 흉내 내볼려다...

이건 불가능한 일을 한거다... 이리 답을 내렸던 기억이 납니다...

굉장히 용감하고 인격이 높은 분이셨던거 같던데.

김수미 씨도 떠나시고... 한번쯤 만나뵙고 싶은 분들이 다 떠나가네요...

한정된 날들과 세상이 두렵습니다......

난 왜 나와 전혀 관계가 없는 분야 분들에 지금 말하고 있는지 뭔 권리 있다고.... 잠을 못자....

다음 세상에 행복하시길 바랍니다....

왠지 김수미 씨도, 안성기씨도 그 채널에 잠시나마 있었을 거라고 상상이 갑니다....
최민수씨에게 김수미씨가 뭐라 하지 않았는지 예전에..

 

 

..........혼자 뭘 중얼거리고 있는지....

죄송.....

 

아 안성기씨 연기 보고, 연기 흉내를 많이 했었구나 내가 어릴때...

갚자기 기억나네요...

 

오케이... 내가 할말이 아님. apologies....

 

Just writing about (an) actor who passed away today,
and another person who was in the channel I believe,
of which I was a bit of a fan...

whom I grew up watching now and then,

but not my place to say so,

apologies....

 

 

 

 

 

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I have no idea what Dan is saying again.

Or other people.

But I am innocent to your accusations i'm sure.

Just stop. Please.

What the hell did I do to you folks?

 

Is survival justification for my destruction?

 

Stop.

Just confess.

End this.

 

 

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"Chosen one, flee now."

I assume you are talking to Elon.

You can't see someone becoming incriminated and telling him a pathway out of it.

That is conflict of interest (?) and not in alignment of the judicial practices.

You are confusing personal opinions to the law.

As the law, the only pathway is his charges coming to reality.

That is justice. Equality where there was no equality for the victim.

Please do not change the balance.