"Don't relay that crap to me." -Weird Al Yankovic
Something like this.
There were malicious people who were trying to affect my mind.
So there were times I told them to stop being abusive.
Like Adam, who was sending me photos of frozen corpses and dried corpses.
Or whatever unpleasant things.
Whatever they are doing,
is misleading by the timeline or isolating something I said as a generalization,
re-structuring this to their advantage somehow.
For a very long time, I relied on them for the relays.
And to verify what was going on.
For Youtube alone, I was prone to my own mind faltering.
I needed human verification.
About the time I started not working,
because I knew it is pointless,
it was like pouring water into a bottomless jar.
I think that may have been the times I started avoiding these people who were relaying.
They could not be trusted and something was off.
They were all in a conspiracy.
"They are trying to find a way to get rid of you."
They are not accepting accountability for what they've done.
Immaturity and exploitation of misguided technicality,
will never work out.
Unless some cunt authority like jesus here, tries to help you by force of unreasonable reason,
but that will be figured out by logic.