The longer I stay like this, the more I lose the sense of self.

Lost to impulse and emotions. Mostly anger and frustration.

I have to find a way.

 

Don't forget Adam's plastic waste removal by use of some fungi,

was a suggestion follow up to my watermeal vegetation,

tailing himself after my idea.

How many of that is present (following up or hijacking) is untold.

I recall he was doing this often at one point. Despite telling him to stop.

All that must be accounted for as charges as pursuit of harm.

Yes, he helped.

Where he gave pain, he also tried helping against, only to give me pain again.

Lot of these people are like this so the authoriites will ever be confused of the order.

So one must first assess all deeds at the height of their destructive intent.

And help separately and see if that can be applied as lessenging of charges.

Or if it is image catering, as he was hiding the conspiracy, holding the remedy.