and people stop talking about my fat face.

or how my body changed, whatever.

"laziness" as well.

 

instead judging, try emphatizing.

I am someone set into a disgusting situation.

where people show me no mercy for where i am,

and how i am.

when that should be a governed right in any country.

 

displayed like a dog.

no privacy.

no rest, preoccupied to the screen, to observe.

i can't stop either, for it depends my life. my attention.

and i am isolated, and exploited of that blindness.

still no remedy for my rights.

 

do you have any idea, what takes moments for you people do observe.

takes me forever to interpret?

and my hours are wasted in observation and response?

as you fuckers endlessly exploit my situation,

as if I am the ultimate 'boss' in a video game,

when i am the victim taken my rights?

 

this court is insane.

nobody admits to that.

somehow this is the norm.

you are all crazed.

you are delusional.

 

so i'm going through a lot.

whole lot,

and i am not stable.

though i try to be ok.

 

so i'm gonna try and relax a bit and do my chores.

that is important for me.

but you fuckers will exploit again.

and why is my intervention needed?

why?

when we've gone through it before?

let me have some peace and time spent for myself.

so i can have a chance to rise at least a bit

before i address you all again.

kindly.

show me some kindness.

 

 

it sounds like i have no distinction between friend and foe,

authorities to attackers.

it appears you are all merging in one in my mind.

so my apologies to my supporters. any of you.

i am unwell. please understand this.