I hope the authorities now understand,
I have been a victim to a violent gathering.
Since day 1 of whatever this was.
And I have been completely innocent.
At least to the States and this competition.
And you can see what I went through.
Never understood how low people are.
I trusted.
And I get sick thinking about my naivety now.
I was running into a trap.
Thinking the worst of the worst.
Suspecting the worst of the worst.
Let me survive this ordeal.
And they preyed on the fact that I would never think that worst.
They knew I trusted to an extent. But it is the worst of the worst.
The frontrunners.
My perspective of this world and the people in it,
it has changed permanently.
There is no one to trust.
You simply survive by attacking or get attacked.