King Charles, nobody was meant to live like this,

for this duration.

A normal person would have gone insane by now.

And I am getting there.

Emotionally at least.

I get that you are protecting me,

but I can fend for myself.

These people are lying, framing.

And the law, if they are fair,

they cannot frame me in their prejudice, without PROPER evidence.

And on top of their repeating offense.

So I know they would have no such thing.

Because I am telling the truth.

The actual danger is in setting me in this space.

And I cannot predict anything.

And some coincidence might happen.

As they aim for numbers.

What then?

This is wrong King Charles.

You have to let me in.

Why abide by the States?

"Keep your expectations low."

Then what is the plan King Charles?

What happens in the end?

Where are we going with all this?

Are things being resolved or repeating in cycles?

Ed Sheeran saying, "Don't/Loyal" again.

Well I know they are trying to help,

but is this right decision?

That is the question.

Wow sardines in tomato sauce isn't half bad.

I ate it with indomie noodles...

9:35pm. What to do. I wanted to be productive.

But I get worked up in so many stupid things...

Another day wasted. But at least trying to conceptualize better plans for sustenance.

Ok. Breathe. Need to focus.

Ok can't get lazy or negative thoughts bother me.

Whatever is tomorrow is a tomorrow.

I live by paranoia and hatred/madness.

And when that engulfs me

I become paralyzed.

Toxic emotions. Toxic thoughts.

I am better than that.

Breathe....

I don't know who you are cunt!!!!!!!