Waking up in the morning.

So many things to do.

Need to breathe...

Take it one at a time...

 

 

I am just worried that Perla will creep on this, with self-reasoning.

And the rest of the staff just supporting her fighting me with technicality.

It's never been cleaned everyday, the carpet.

And it's just yesterday, which happened once in a blue moon.

 

But JUST IN CASE,

she decides to clean the carpet everyday,

when I am asking not to use in the cabinet sinkhole (XD)

with Mr Clean,

 

Now it's just blatant proximity right beside my door.

it just gets worse and worse if that is the case.

 

Then you would all be aiming for abuse.

Targeting me. Right?

 

So I apologize for heads up.

But I just get paranoid, that self-reasoning will come about

and then she would start cleaning the carpet everyday.

 

 

 

I feel that sometimes, people deliberately escalate exploiting their 'rights' over someone else's health concerns.

I fear that kind of meanness. Because it exists in some people.

I am not saying that is Perla. I don't know her yet.

But if it repeats in that way, that is serious abuse.

 

Seeing Diddy Kong racing 100% (2 players)

you must mean myself and Elon. Working together.

Like I said,

whatever are his sins as trying to harm me, is separate from his work.

My appreciation working with him, stays separately to his deeds done to harm me.

If otherwise, you mix in the two, and alleviate his charges or subjugate my contribution.

There we find corruption.

It's not being human. You've got it backwards.

You always do.

Weaponizing said business cannot be justified in any sense, even as he helps.
And I am still in danger because of his impulsive uncontrollable pride and ego.
You have seen this in repeat, as I am coming up with ideas.

He must compensate for this. And competition for rewards stays,
and business is business, and his crimes are crimes.

 

I appreciate your help Elon. But you are following up on my guidelines and foundations.

I give you credit, absolutely. However, understand that you are not the only one who can
make my ideas come true after listening to my foundations.

Do not be arrogant. Do not try to alleviate yourself or back out on your promises,
because your contributions. What you get are shares because of your efforts.

We are team, but you violated that teammate's safety for your ego.

That is criminal.

 

And yes, I agree to his pardon from capital punishment, as he is trying to redeem himself,

but that does not mean, he becomes alleviated of his crimes entirely. He must serve time.

Does that sound fair?

I can't be a victim to his unending abuse, unending delusions.

Unending dangers I had to endure because of him.

He is never just clean. He goes at it.

 

And I do not know what the future holds for him. As I come up with more ideas.

And he will act in vanity. And justify his harm towards me.

 

 

At the moment, this bitching situation is keeping me from productivity.

I have to complete my chores which are about survival in sustenance, and basic functions.

If only I could get some money and these endless cycles of attacks were refined.

Why do you allow it? When there should be a limiter to their repeating offense?

You have the power to stop it.

You have the power to contact me, to resolve everything.

Why do you keep me isolated?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I feel like flipping out.

And then getting mad.

Opening the door and yelling to Perla.

I am sorry.

But that is how I feel.

So if abuse continues.

Despite what we spoke before and it just escalates.

Then I have no choice.

 

Yes I am quite alarmed, and I do not trust the intent of people.

I feel like everybody is cornering me to affect me for the worst.

 

But my apologies if it's just my paranoia.

We will see how it is responded.

If stating her rights, "they told me clean it"

and proceeds anyway everyday.

Like she's said, "if they agree to not use the chemical" before.

Then I will take it as suppression of conscience by many.