Unrelated.

Am I really part black?

Where is this information coming from?

 

If they said it was derived from me, that must be a lie.

Alongside this alien stuff as well. What the hell is that.

Keep seeing "Annunaki" BS.

 

 

I also wish I had enough money for a genetic test. XD

There is so many things I must do, and acquire,

to address this court.

Which violates my privacy constantly.

 

And money is the ultimate factor as equipment and services are required for that.

To deter me from it, is against the court itself and its defendent.

It's not complicated.

 

*I need hacking equipment to get in the channel.

*I need localized language model to be able to work, in my privacy.

*I need mobility device, in order acquire miniscule income, to sustain myself.

I neglect clothing, food, health supplements, entertainment, travel, all these things and more, because of lack of money.

It is a personal hell that I have been enduring for 8 years.

And I am in the court fighting for my life. Not just personal expansion to experience life.

Of which I am kept from.

 

Like I told you, besides the court itself. This prolonged duration of how I am.

I am in purgatory.

The rights of reality is denied to me, as I must be locked into that reality that has become my reality, with my prospects in it.

Which I am denied from.

I can't leave it, or enter it.

 

As I am seeing through screen. Ghosts.

Who replies back to me.

It is such an harassment to infinite measures you cannot fathom.

I am fighting my own mind. To be interpreting relays and having no friends or a love I cannot have.

My life does not exist, offline or online.

And that is my personal issue.

 

And you think you can keep on hold?

When warning would suffice and YOU KNOW that I would engage in this?

The chores the social assistance assign me to?

Of course I have no choice.

I made a mistake on the delay.

However, to penalize me is control.

It is unnecessary.

 

I see MIchelle Bernstein coming up with "Amy Winehouse" relay,

and I think Lea Sarotonga? Someone who sang "A whole new world" is Evangeline.

If I am not wrong. So they are there.

 

See I apologize for the delay. I am going crazy.

Trying to meet their demands.

Which is defending myself against their framing.

I am fighting for my life.

Ok?

 

And while of course social assistance and its goals are most important,

I am alone and my mind isn't stable. In fury and madness, and insecurity (by paranoia).

And people judging me on my appearance, having to take photos and all that as well,

part of that insecurity. XD But moreover, I am fighting for my life everyday.

Fighting for my rights everyday.

 

And my insecurity is present, because I know just about everybody exploits.

They take my rights, as they try to support my attackers with this "dirty judge".

I am constantly paranoid. And I am glued to the screen to address their framing constantly.

And it takes forever. Repeating in cycles, endless cycles.

As they keep me isolated, as they show me no ultimatum.

But threats to bury me alive.

 

If you take the money away from me,

you give them chances to bury me alive.

Because money and equipment is the only factor that I have to fight them off of their exploitation.

Nevermind my personal life. Which doesn't exist for, forever.

If you are not mindful of who I am, what i've become because of them.

You are engaging in encourgement of crime and causing deterrence to a defendent.

 

 

Tortured. Psychologically, everyday.

Preoccupied as well.

It is not by selfishness, or arrogance.

Ok?

Why would I?

 

I am not asking for special privilege.

I merely ask that you care for my situation, and acknowledge it,

at least there in the channel, and help me passively in real life.

 

If otherwise you control, you are in control,

even as you are aware of my situation,

and your deterrence to me, by keeping me on hold,

is unnecessary penalization.

No lessons are required.

I am already fully aware.

It is just that I am not stable, that is why the delay.

 

 

 

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Unrelated.

You gotta wonder, how many of these ladies showing interest to me, is trolling.

Trolling or not, please don't do that.

I have limited experience in life as far as relationships go,

and you are making me very uncomfortable.

It is, to imagine, would be a step that violates order to my progress in life.

I would not jump into a life, that is yours, that held a life before me.

I would not know how to handle it. It is overwhelming.

So your efforts, trolling or not, is quite wasted. I'm afraid.

 

 

 

If the caseworker, denies this.

Even after I am telling her how it is.

And fully aware, in her awareness being in that channel.

And she STILL denies, and pursues pursuit of this.

Locking my file and keeping me in hold.

This is called intent.

 

And i'm afraid she must be charged.

 

Please take measures to prevent her from applying harm on to me.

This unreasonable force, when a warning would suffice,

is an intent to harm.

A lot of people are like this, they hide under jurisdiction of the authority and rules,

while they have an easy alternative option.

To enforce this, and keeping at it, by stubbornness, and unyielding.

This is insane control.

 

 

I must advise to change the caseworker for me.

Someone who is aware of this situation,

and won't exploit the technicality of the fact that I cannot fully speak out on this situation

with details and my writings.

For if I do,

depending on this person's intent,

they will first use that against me.

And lock me up in a mental institution.

I get this vibe from her that she would use it against me,

because technicality is all she aims for.

Which is gaslighting by the law.

The law cannot willing dismiss her awareness of the situation,

because offline reality does not openly discuss it.

If you are confused on that.

Wow.

That is called conspiracy in crime.

What you are aware, you are aware.

And wholly in effect.

And what this proceeds to, is fucking mother theresa being abusive in the name authority/God. (You know the background stories on her abuse)

People like that, is evil.

 

I apologize if I got this wrong.

But you would know better, by her excuses. If there is.

And by her intent to go on pursuit of harm.

 

 

My fears, talking about this situation and submiting all my writings here,

after that, she can EASILY call me clinically insane and use those writings that I spend time on,

to call the mental hospital. That I am spending so much time with invisible forces.

And this, if she is in the channel,

Then SHE is the insane one.

And would bring about hordes of people because that is the "right" thing to do.

Technically.

By technicality,

She separates COMPLETELY,

her awareness of the channel,

and then the social office,

THAT is insanity.

THAT is also evil.

Because she thinks she's following the law and procedures.

While she engages in framing and harm. By denying and gaslighting.

 

And this situation, locking my file and keeping me in  hold,

is exactly the same.

That separation of two reality is insanity, and control.

Exploiting technicality as there is a clear victim to her choice.

 

Ok?

 

So whatever this person is saying IF she chooses to be on pursuit of this.

While in recognition of my reality there.

This is entirely by choice.

It is ruthlessness and technical exploitation.

 

It is UNNECESSARY.

Why do this, instead contacting me first?

See if I am busy, or forgetful?

22nd was when the file was on hold.

Not even a chance to amend my mistake.

Until the end of the month.

Though I believe I stated I would carry this out immediately at the start of the month.

How can you be so cruel?

It is as if you, you are taking this chance, as an opportunity.

 

"New letter available" You have new letter. This came to my email on the 27th.

And they locked the file on hold, on the 22nd.

So this is premeditated to screw me over, isn't it?

 

Knowing  how the system will send that letter in latency?

Why not give me a warning first?

What is this?

 

Whatever the reason, and forcing that it is my fault.

Yes it is. It is my mistake.

But I am saying there certainly is an alternative option.

Why did you not explore it, and go on to penalize me?

And advocating for that right to penalize?

And wholly aware of the situation?

 

 

It is not a big deal, if you retract this hold.

It's a curse that you put on to me, unnecessarily.

And this is as you are aware of the situation.

If you continue to be on pursuit of harm,

despite my statements, which in part, leaving out the occurances here, are true,

(I forgot to mention GPD device which is to be sent back to me from repair)

then you are exploiting by intent.

 

And this is ruthlessness.

 

I got no cash on hand,

and I have to address the court when I do.

Try my best to fight against their control and framing.

To create deliberate deterrance when there are alternative options,

and ignoring this reality as if it doesn't exist.

That is exploitation of technicality and it must be accounted for,

sooner or later.

 

 

The court must see through intent and what is disguised as an excuse under procedure.

No.

That is gaslighting.

There is a choice. There is attempt to control.

 

We will soon see the conclusion on that and her choices.

I believe there could derogation as well,

believing that I am locked here forever and my rights will never realized.

And secondly,

I believe that if she defends herself by advocating her rights to penalize,

and to go on pursuit of it.

Then this is intentional harm with motives at hand.

 

I will abide by the rules, whatever it is assigned to me.

And apologize for my mistake to the social office.

However.

By the reality of this situation,

if she goes on pursuit of harm, separating two realities as if they don't exist together,

then that is an moral issue, that is an issue of suppressing conscience.

And she must be charged for that.

 

 

it is not complicated.

we are in the court of law.

And the defendent must have the right to defend.

And their deterrence, is antagonizing the defendent in his pursuit of defense.

At least by the sustenance, but especially sustenance.

As this is my only means of survival,

it must have been defended by them, instead trying to penalize me on it.

 

 

I must ask help from the Royal family again.

I fear that Evangeline is someone unreasonable and heartless.

I do not trust the opinions of Michelle either, if she is antagonizing on this.

I apologize to Queen Camilla for my suspicion earlier.

You are not involved in this. I saw another relay that may have concluded this.

 

This is unnecessary force, exploiting technicality, and unreasonable excuses made as procedure.

Procedure may be an warning.

But there is choice to be on pursuit of hold or not.

And that will reveal her intent.

And I ask that you refute this.

And fairly charge the person who is in control, or trying to take control,

suppressing their conscience.

 

I am going through a nightmare already.

 

What the fuck is wrong with Chris Hemsworth, trying to debate me constantly?

What is your intent?

There is no debate to someone who is fully in their control, their daily life and prospect of the future.

Lenience is necessary.

To exploit that with penalization is insanity and evil.

It is ruthlessness.

 

They are aware what is happening in the channel,

and what I am going through daily.

I am fighting against a horde of people,

and the stakes are life and death.

 

There is no lenience in this,

there is no recognition of the court and the defendent that is going through the court,

that is deliberate by intent,

that is gaslighting and self-reasoning ultimately understanding the harm the befalls on to the already suffering, that is me, the victim.

 

And this is by choice. This is conscience that is suppressed.

This woman then is someone ruthless by nature.

Yes I have made mistakes, but you are also aware of the situation.

 

What? You think i'm loitering around for play?

Of course social assistance and its following chores, is important.

But I am fighting off so many and losing sense of self.

I explain that.

And you choose to ignore, even being in that channel.

Even as you are in recognition I am fighting the court as a defendent.

You are fighting the court.

Not fighting me.

And your suppression of conscience, to the defendent of the court,

will be addressed.

It must be.

 

 

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I see now Elon is fighting me with Steve by his side.

This is his ego at play.

Not the truth.

So he is again gaslighting you.

Be honest Mr Musk.

What the fuck is your problem?

Your problem is that even as I give you leniency,

your pride don't allow that.

So you'd rather antagonize and die.

You are a fucking prick, filled with unrighteous ego and pride.

Wake the fuck up.

 

Don't make me into a victim because of your fucking pride and ego.

Do you understand Mr Musk?

You shove that into something else, not a person.

because of you, my life is being destroyed.

 

"The pharaoh who married his daughters."

They are not my daughters.

And they are old enough, and with their peers,

be able to make their own choices.

Do not try to image assign me into oblivion.

They are also not locked into me.

They have their complete autonomy.

 

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Vegeta and Nappa is in that screenshot.

Nappa is relayed as Steve.

So are they working together now?

 

As I mentioned before.

Elon Musk is suicidal.

He has so much pride in himself that,

there is misdirection to you *by his actions based solely on his ego,

and my suffering is justified by that.

When I do no wrong.

And have always tried to help him.

I cannot allow this to continue, and he knows this.

This is why he is suicidal.

I cannot be a victim to his ideation of life and zero sum games.

Try and understand his character.

I told you before,

if I speak to him, if I generate ideas,

he will attack me by impulse alone, based on his own deluded values of pride and ego.

And this person, from my observation, and few may agree,

that he's become almost animistic...

And he must stop.

 

There is a hundred things I have to fight against.

King Charles, Queen Camilla,

I cannot handle what Evangeline is assigning to me as conflict.

That is a whole other nightmare, fighting for my life.

By sustenance.

Please don't let it expand.

I don't believe that this person is reasonable and is ruthless.

Yes, I have made mistakes in delays, but it is also because of this situation.