I just read your message Evangeline.
I apologize for the latent update.
It has been a hectic month, again.
The issues here in the building have only recently been resolved. (But I still get headaches and ailments because of the proximity to the storage cabinet they use here.)
And I have delayed on the chores that I am suppose to do with you,
I wake up in untimely hours, when the services are closed.
And I was suppose to carry off your chores, which are MY chores,
And I NEED them. But once the cycle begins, (sleeplessness) I cannot help it.
So I work in the evenings. By work, I mean, picking up free things.
So this month, my goal was to try picking up free things people throw out,
And resell them, in order to acquire a e-bike. Which will enable me to cover more areas.
So that is how I am living. During these late hours between 8pm to 7am (7am is about the time I sleep)
I am assembling computers, with the cheap components I acquired after selling picked up things, and trying to increase their value,
by assembling them and selling them.
And my mental state had been very morbid.
I apologize for the latency of the update.
I will surely, surely carry this out in the first WEEK of next month. That is getting the healthcard and then the family doctor.
I am absolutely NOT in the position to get a job.
And I promised myself I will carry this out one step at a time, but there were many things happening and I could not find balance.
Again, I can get tuned out. But I will get back into it immediately.
Tomorrow, there is an inspection for bed bugs is coming in by this building.
So tonight, despite my lack of sleep, I don't think I slept that well,
I will have to throw out big furnitures cluttered in my room and organize for the people to come in.
That will be exhausting in this state, as I am on the third floor and I am going to have to carry them downstairs.
This will take few days to recover.
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Can someone please contact Evangeline!?
And can you tell her to give me a break?
That i'm going through a lot?
It wasn't laziness.
But please try and have her understand.
If you just watch. Just watch.
What is that?
Am I suppose to be screwed by life,
I cannot tell other people,
fearing I would end up in a mental hospital?
Please contact Evangeline. Ok?
FUCK!
Alright, apologies for swearing.
I am alarmed and frustrated at this situation.
You lock me into be attentive in all things,
as I am getting pummeled endlessly,
as there is a cycle of attacks without a limiter.
you deliberately make this into me vs all of you.
And if you don't even care for my support behind my back,
then how can I survive?
Why is gaslighting the tool for this court and its people?
Whichever way.
Speak out, help me out.
Don't make my life into a nightmare.
Let me at least be able to be supported.
And without these suspicions.
Speak to my caseworker and inform her what is going on.
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"Johnny Somali trial update."
The people in South Korea.
Charge them for even TRYING to put me up on a trial.
That is conspiracy.
I haven't done particular wrong in that country either.
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Right now,
I need someone to contact Evangeline my caseworker,
before my sustenance ends.
And I end up in the streets. Ok?
help out.
It's like gaslighting is the power behind all this.
Why must it be that way?
There are alternatives.
Half way perhaps. LOL
Why the complete severance?
As you speak of burying me alive over and over and over again?
Evil fucks.
I am confused. And to me, all this is insane.
At least.
Between yourselves, speak with Evangeline, my caseworker.
Understand that I am in a dire situation.
I am barely getting by in terms of money.
There will never be help.
Because you think for yourselves.
Yeah ok, the Royal family stating to protect me.
But at least, inform her.
I see Trudeaut that fucker coming up again.
If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in this situation now, for 8 fucking years!!!
Charge him.
And dismiss its trying to exploit this situation to its advantage.
Make no mistake.
I am LOCKED in. because of that cunt.
Not because I am getting HELPED by them.
Do you understand?
I am framed in conspiracy.
If I had SIGHT, this would never have happened,
Understand Trudeau was PART of that conspiracy to lock me in.
and I would be supported by at least my sustenance,
or found ways to earn income by understandig the time cycles.
Or dealing with people.
And NOT wasting my time in my blind fucking rage, trying to interpret the relays.
They leverage on my blindness and frame me, and gaslight you.
Had my sight been present, they would lose control on that.
And Trudeau was part of it. And cause of it.
And stating I am solely getting help?
As I am locked in this situation unable to focus nothing but?
It tried to bury me alive, as it exploited that power,
to take control over my earnings fully.
And it's not charged.
If I am correct.
That is insanity.
You people need to wake up.
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"God is as real as the toothfairy"
Charge this fucker, whoever this is,
for fraud.
And trying to ignite conspiracy for fraud.
YOU FUCKING CUNT.
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
I'm READING YOU RIGHT NOW CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People who give me the illness,
and state that I am in care.
That is the great irony here,
and its gaslighting.
The details are by timing.
And within the events during then.
How there could have been alternate options.
Always. And to prevent from further disaster,
people mocking and leveraging on my blindness.
And how I am in this situation as a slave,
rather than a free man.
And exploited fully.
Trudeau has no right to claim anything.
Even as I asked them to back up everything in that website,
so they cannot gaslight.
Even as I talk about software to do that.
They do nothing.
And shortly later, they use my concerns as their tactic,
and sure enough, begins to frame me, and gaslight you the authorities.
Give me the illness, be the cause of it.
Show no remedy, and take advantage of this situation.
Claim that I am getting help by social assistance,
when my fucking ideas are worth far far more than mere sustenance.
And I could have relocated or dealt.
If not compensation from other places whom I was attacked for by the law.
All that is isolated, unreachable for me.
And it dares stating I am getting "help".
And the taxes to my rewads must be given,
or to its control. And it assigns that number as well.
No.
Trudeau must be charged for its efforts to control my life.
Please understand.
The Royal family has been trying to help, I believe.
But there has been lenience to Trudeau's words,
and self-rationalization to protect him.
If there was, they shouldn't be.
What Trudeau advocated was slavery.
Not protection. Guised under protection, that slavery.
Please understand.
You cannot be in encouragement of that.
Anything you cooperate with Trudeau is encouragement of control.