But as I try to focus on my offline life, for this goal.

There's not a day that passes by,

where my analysis of their deceit, pointing that out to flip what you accepted, isn't needed.

so what is this court?

keep it there.

stop being susceptible to their unreasonable fradulent excuses.

please don't waste my time.

 

I cannot trust this court.

 

 

I can't even sleep for crying out loud.

Always fucking alert.

 

I sleep for like 4-5 hours and then wake up.

'cause i'm so alert.

 

and then after a while i go back to sleep.

 

try to get some rest, exhausted.

 

i can't rely on the sleeping pills.

it's bad for my body.

 

 

so i will be trying.

 

 

but i wouldn't have to, if you just let me in.

don't demand from me, what you need from me,

when i'm willing to do that when i get in there.

because i can't trust you people to be sane.

 

or logical.

 

you are susceptible of their creation of doubt and ambiguity at the most shallow surfaces.

then am i to trust your intelligence or intellect?

i hand in my notes right now, what the fuck kind of cunt reasoning will you buy into as they create doubts based on nothing? i shiver thinking about that.

so i'm going to try getting in there, if it means i break the law on privacy.

 

 

it's like louder the propaganda, ANYTHING can be used against me.

there's not even a logic.

*i speak a word that triggers a thought that they can use against me, and they try to frame me for that. *always on this constant predatory behavior, always on a lookout to try framing me in some way. snakes. fucking snakes.

but i think i got this.

i will or have found ways. i just need some money.

 

 i have to be constantly be on alert. fucking filth.