Sometimes for no reason at all.

Confidence in life, just, goes out the window.

 

I don't know how that happens.

One moment, you have all the hopes and prospects in the world.

And at other moment, without particular reason,

you feel indecisive.

 

Of what? Not even knowing of that.

 

Just feeling like you are floating on air.

 

This feeling can quickly turn into hollowness, emptiness, then despair.

And the trick is to ignore it.

And uplift yourself somehow with all the illusions and imagination you can muster.

 

But the reality for me is that.

I am alone.

And have always been.

 

And I guess no matter how much anger, purpose, and prospects I summon into my will,

guess my awareness catches up with myself.

 

And that is sad.

 

And, well done. Folks.

What a way to make someone into cripple.

Who could have built a life in those 8 years, with hopes that are justified in my sanity.

Not one of that of feeling gaslit or misled. Tricked. In my paranoia.

If only there was direct communication.

 

Don't torture me like this.

I deserve that reality you are in. More than you.

 

 

How cowardly it is.

When you see a person vulnerable,

inequal, to your advantage.

When you should equalize that before the fair law.

Instead,

you exploit it, to my disadvantage, to its fullest potential.

Why you are all incriminated.

You don't do that.

 

Fucking Zuckerberg somehow fronting girls as a way to attack me.

What? What the fuck is he saying? I was more than polite.

Courteous. Fucking idiot making things up to its advantage.

Seeing the sin city Marv and that guy without limbs who took women or something.

Charge it. It has no excuse for its actions.

 

I see. So the fucker is fronting my jokes with women.

They are JOKES. Benign by nature, it does not harm anyone.

It was just ridiculous skits. Imaginary and bogus.

It was designed to make people laugh by the ridiculous nature of it all.

SO if he is fronting that. No. Completely unreasonable insanity.

He ran out of excuses. So he's just forcing vanity now.

If witnesses can speak out on that. Appreciate it.