Please understand that my mental state is very volatile at this point.

It has been 8 fucking years.

And you people are insane to believe that this is okay.

Imprisoning someone in his own mind,

as he observes through a looking glass,

devastating attacks towards his life.

And he cannot fully comprehend what is going on in his frustration and dangers.

I am losing my mind in paranoia.

It is hard to sleep, or think for my own.

I am losing myself.

Do you get that?

That reality is much a reality to me as is yours.

And I have full rights in my defense within that reality.

Alongside all the hopes that is there with it.

But you exclude from it, in inifinite rotating tortures.

You have no idea what cruelty these people have pushed me into,

deliberately as they exploit every fucking chance they get

knowing I am blind to the situation.

And you let it go on.

You give me rights, my sight.

 

Tortures, and DANGERS.

I have the right to defend myself in FULL awareness.

 

So hungry......

Need to wait for food......